I have been writing a book for what seems like forever, to the point of embarrassment. I’ve been working on it so long, half the time I don’t remember why I’m writing it or what I’m trying to say. Like a graduate student that hopes to avoid queries about the progress of one’s dissertation, I dread the well meaning questions: “so how’s the book coming along?” “Are you getting any writing done?” “So what is your book about anyway?” I expect this from family, from friends, from colleagues. Sometimes it comes out of the blue. At my grandmother’s 100th birthday party in 2007, a friend of her named Connie, a spry, talkative, and mildly irritating 90-something, pounced on me and asked “so when is your next book coming out?” Huh? It turned out that she had read the copy of my first book that I had given to my grandmother. Go figure. Moreover, she came up with a very precise summary of the book’s main arguments that was surprising in a non-academic.
I began thinking about this book in 1997 and researching it in earnest in 2000. A few extenuating circumstances – children born in 1998 and 2002, several years of related sleep deprivation, a five year stint as associate chair of my department – have legitimately slowed my progress. But now it’s time to get the damn thing done. A sabbatical last semester provided a much-needed jump start and I have two substantial (read overly long) chapters completed. Since then, I try to write a little bit every day; often I get up early to make this happen.
The book, by the way, is about attempts to settle an indigenous frontier in Brazil from the years 1760-1910. It examines the extent to which Indians were able to dictate outcomes in a context of limited effective state presence. It deals with how disparate cultures interact with one another. There’s violence and slavery and disease and exploitation, illicit sex, lascivious dances, entrepreneurship, religious and cultural intolerance, environmental degradation, and a fairly predictable unhappy ending. In the most abstract sense, it deals with how human beings deal with difference and create boundaries to make sense of their world.
So this morning, I was completing a section about an Indian soldier named Inocencio who served as an interpreter and mediator for a Portuguese man named Bento Lourenço who was a prospector, explorer and road builder. Inocencio traveled to Rio de Janeiro and requested and sought audiences with the Brazilian emperor, not once, but at least three times during the 1820s. This involved walking several hundred miles in each direction. The local authorities didn’t approve of this fellow wandering off to Rio without formal papers, often attracting native followers to join him in Pied Piper fashion. They issued arrest warrants. The Emperor, however, was impressed, and gave the shrewd Inocencio a title as Captain of the Indians, special privileges, freedom of movement and lots of presents, some useful, others symbolic. My favorite was the portrait of the emperor in a gilded frame – which Inocencio valued enough to lug along a few hundred miles before he was arrested. Within the space of a year, he went to Rio, illegally sold booty gained from the Emperor, was arrested, reassigned to a new frontier post, escaped, went back to Rio, was arrested again, and sent back to his new post.
As I was finishing, my husband wandered out and asked me what I was doing. I proceeded to summarize this tale, in a shamelessly long-winded and circuitous fashion, replete with excessive detail. While holding forth, my 6 year old daughter emerged from her room and sat in my lap and listened. She then spontaneously made up the following dialogue which summed up the main points quite nicely:
“Oh no, I’m in jail again! Poopy!”
“Hurrah! I’m out of jail! Let’s go to Rio!” (upon repetition, she added “with our Indian friends!”)
“Let’s sell stuff!”
I think she should write the damn book.